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09.10.06, 12:50 PM

So this is how my life has always gone...
Things are changing all around me, and within me as well... things I am appearantly powerless to change. I am at the mercy of an entity who has no mercy. How does one react to that?
If I step one direction, I do something that is popularly percieved to be bad for myself, but good friends of mine have called "exactly what I need."
To step the other direction is to risk doing something that is popularly percieved to be bad for those close to me, but I am not convinced it will be any such thing... "crisis precipitates change" ... and for all those involved, a healthy dose of change is in order.
I only wish the change were less catastophic and more calculated. I pace because the deciding factor for this impending pendulum swing is entirely out of my control... I can only wait for the piece of paper to arrive in my mail box... and then we shall see... we shall see...

Friends help you move...
True friends let you sleep on their couch.

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Existential Fabrication

Red
You were destined to have a Red Lightsaber. Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger,
strength, power, and determination as well as
passion and desire. You have seen the
Strength and Power of the Dark Side of the
Force and have you thirst for more of it.

What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting
but those thoughts you have in your mind
never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be
so concentrated you forget about other things
that you have to do. Don't change, this world
needs deep people.

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