09.04.06, 12:36 AM
Have you ever found yourself looking down into the palms of your hands, trying to formulate the words to a question so big that you don't even know what it is, and yet you know that there in this question hangs the answer to everything that you have ever asked with eyes filled to the brim with tears that beg to fall and a clenched fist raised to the sky?
Have you ever wanted to shake your fist at the universe or yourself? Have you ever just needed someone to hold you while you sobbed those tears that wash away the pain of the decades, but had no one who could?
Have you ever wondered why it is that all the weight of the world just fills you with the vertigo of free-fall and a sickening sinking feeling of self doubt laced with self loathing and cyanide?
Have you ever wanted to grab an idea by the throat and choke it to death? To hear it's gurgling gasp for life... to have a sinking suspicion that this idea is actually yourself?
Have you ever begged God for monsters under your bed, just so that you could have something to run from for a change?
Have you?
Have you?
Have you?
...
oh...
oh dear God...
...
What is wrong with me?
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Existential Fabrication
You were destined to have a Red Lightsaber. Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger,
strength, power, and determination as well as
passion and desire. You have seen the
Strength and Power of the Dark Side of the
Force and have you thirst for more of it.
What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting
but those thoughts you have in your mind
never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be
so concentrated you forget about other things
that you have to do. Don't change, this world
needs deep people.
What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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