03.12.06, 5:31 PM
So the Yamaking has had an interesting year. I've had quite a few revelations about myself, many of which have been about as comfortable as a molten steel enema. For those of you who are not informed, steel melts at about 2000'F, which is really fucking hot, ergo uncomfortable, much as learning that most people can not tolerate me because of a little psychological disorder which has made me about as rational as a fox on fire. Oh, and about as destructive too.
So I've been making lots of apologies and crying a lot. Yeah, the Lord of Darkness is allowed to cry, ok? OK?
Tomorrow I'm going to go sign up for counciling so I can strart to sort all this out. With any luck, I am on the road to recovery, or at least enough stability that my friends won't flinch every time I start a sentance with "I've been thinking."
To those of you who have stuck with me: Immesurable Thanks.
"Are You OK?" - 03.30.06
Absolution - 03.23.06
UTPME part I - 03.22.06
Echoes of You - 03.16.06
Maturity, The Brief Rant - 03.13.06
Existential Fabrication
You were destined to have a Red Lightsaber. Red is the color of fire and blood, so it is
associated with energy, war, danger,
strength, power, and determination as well as
passion and desire. You have seen the
Strength and Power of the Dark Side of the
Force and have you thirst for more of it.
What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting
but those thoughts you have in your mind
never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be
so concentrated you forget about other things
that you have to do. Don't change, this world
needs deep people.
What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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